Dear Diary,
This stupid Savage! He is such a weird person, I cannot understand him. How can he do this to me?
First I thought this would be a really great day because John told me that he really loves me. But then he was talking about such crazy stuff I could not understand, about some weird things they do in the reservation he comes from, like the marriage or something like that. I did not know what he was talking about and that made me furious. But anyway I wanted him so much and I wanted to make love to him but instead of return my feelings and kiss me he was hurting me, slapped me, called me a whore and even threatened to kill me. I locked myself in the bathroom. Due to some reasons, maybe because of the telephone call he got, he suddenly was gone. It was so aweful. How could I fall for such an aweful person? He is so different. But even after this incident I cannot stop thinking about him...
I know I am not suppost to feel such feelings, but I cannot stop them...
-> Ich hab immer ziemlich Probleme mit den richtigen Zeiten, also wär nett wenn ihr mal drüber schaut und irgendwelche Fehler korrigiert
Danke schonmal
