I think i will ful fill my feeling here
since i don;t know how to write and speak english fluently, and i don;t have others opinion topic that so meaningful hehe
err, please start correct my upper grammer, if it;s not correct yay ^_^
I am really sorry to say that it is quite difficult to understand the most
parts of your post.
Are you German? Maybe you would like to re-write the post again in
German so that I can give you a translation of what you wanted to say.